The Goddess’s Home
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Title: The Goddess's Home
Author: Her Devoted One
I pushed my way through the dense foliage, to get closer to her home. As I approached the door, my nerves began to unravel, palms started to sweat, mouth was dry. What a mess I was. I hoped that she would not see how nervous I was. I raised my shaking hand and knocked on the huge metal door. The sound seemed to echo through out her house. I waited on pins and needles for an answer. AHHHH!! she wasnt home. maybe something had happened to her...maybe she needed my help now..I didnt have a clue where she was
--bangs self in head--
"I must calm down. She would come home safely" I kept tellin myself. I sat down next to a tree, near her door. I was worn out, yet excited. I leaned back against the old tree and relaxed, thinkin about all that had happened these past few weeks... .... ...
--WHOOOSH WHOOSH--
was the sound that woke me. She was there in front on me. A serpent had snuck on me after I had fallen asleep. She was saving me again! I jumped to my feet to join the battle. She glanced me a quick smile and continued the battle. It didnt take long till the evil serpent was dead at her feet. She invited me in, of course I accepted
--grins--
As I entered, flashes of that night came flooding back. how she had worked so hard throughout the night, praying, meditating, caring for me. Oh how I long to tell her how I felt. We sat down at her table, across from each other. She got us some wine and began the conversation.
--that voice--
She asked about me, how I was doing, how I had found her, things of my past, and even my dreams of the future. No one had ever asked about those things.. It was just how I had dreamed of, only backwards. but as the questions were asked my answers followed. We talked for a bit, but it was acualy hours. sharing both of our story's with each other. The soothing sound of her voice had put me at ease. I was rattling off things I couldnt imagine saying outloud, moreless to someone else.
I felt so warm and loved just hearing her voice. Oh Gods and her laugh. Her laugh could melt the coldest of hearts. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever met. In every way, both inside and out. I just couldnt get enough of her. The conversation dwindled into silence for a bit. We just sat there, each lost in thier own thoughts. My heart beatin so hard I was sure she could hear it. I just starred into my drink, mind running wild, then it happened She just reached across the table and put her hand on mine! this simple gentle jesture.WOWEE the shot of electricity that flew through me is imposible to desribe.
--Good Feeling--
I know my heart must have skipped a few beats as this all occured. My face must have been flushed, I could feel it burning like fire. I couldnt look up. She squeezed my hand and asked me to look at her. I couldnt look at her. She brought her free hand to my face, gently raising my chin to gaze apon me. As our eyes met, I knew this was what I had searched for my whole life... My soulmate. At that moment I knew the true meaning of the word loved. such on overwhelming rush of emothion, washed over us both. I could see the tears begining to well up in her eyes and could feel the same happening to me. I had found my destiny I could only hope this moment would last forever. As she finaly regained control, she told me that she loved me and I had a place in her heart that she hold dear.
But this could never be.
We came from different worlds and neither would be willing to accept us for what we were.... two people in love and that we could only be together here..in the small confines of this small tower. This was our world and no one could take it from us. The days flew by turning into weeks that changed into months.
It wasnt long before I asked her to marry me, and of course she said "YES". outside of "our" world, life was total chaos for both of us. But when we could get away to see each other, the pressures and obligations seem to fade into memory. As the months passed, I began to dream of a life with her, a real future, reguardless of what the world would think. I knew it wouldnt be easy, but one I was more than willing to work for. I began to tell her of my dreams and she said she had the same ones... but her voice sounded different now.
Maybe the pressures of her other life was wearing at her heart. I didnt know.
We had met every night for months, talked about everything... life, love, the past and the future. Suddenly her visits to the tower became less frequent, only once or twice a week. Telling me how the other life was pressuring her for more time. I believed in us, consoled her, gave her a shoulder to lean on.. even a bad joke to see her smile. But she didnt smile or laugh anymore. She stopped talking about things, then her visits stopped. She would leave me a short messages, telling me that things would be like before, she just needed more time to work things out. the messages gradulaly came less often. Until now, nothing. A month went by, I didnt know if something had really happened to her. If she was sick or hurt, or had quit believing in us. My days were filled with worry and my night were full of doubt.
My heart ached to hear from her, to know that she was ok. I left messages, telling her much I missed her, but they were so ill-worded. I would sit with parchment and pen in hand but all that would come was the saddness in my heart not the happiness we once had and the love that we shared. I could tell that my words had scarred her, driven her away. I tried to go on, do the things I had done before we had met. For the life of me, I could remember my life before her. My life had truely began that fateful day.
No real memorys of the past, no visions of the future without her. I know this must sound like and obsesion. This was different. I truely feel that she was, we are soulmates. We meshed so well together I could read her thoughts, she could finish my sentance.
together we had made one. I had given up hope, knowing I had drove her away with my sadness. I had pushed to hard, asked for to many things that she was unable to give.
--BAM--
Out of no where she appeared at the door to our home. She had come back. I greated her with open arms and sloppy kisses *moves on* I asked what had happened to her, why she stopped comin to our home...she broke down and began to weep. she said that she could travel through time, to other worlds and she had found a place in the future for us. One that she liked better than the place we had here. A place were we could be together, with no shamful eyes apon us. She told me all about this new world, the differences between the two. I loved the worlds I was in. This was my life, my time. This is where we found each other. She asked if I would go with her, to the new world, to see for myself. She explained how she could travel between the past present and go to the future, in my hast I agreed. Not knowing what I had even agreed to. I would have said yes to what ever she asked, it didnt matter what the question was.
Who knows what this new world will be like. If I can really leave this one...But for now I need to be with her. I can always come home if its not right for me... Right?