Acceptance

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Title: Acceptance

Author: Fra'di-Frightened Orc

Fradi after the curse had taken a hold of him, had no ideal what to do He couldnt go back to the clan, for fear of what the orcs would do, he was different, not the same.. But then again he wasnt, but they wouldnt see it that way.. All the chance meetings with anyone he know orc, human, or any other race all resulted in one thing, FEAR, he could smell it, he could taste it , no matter how well they tried to hide it.. Fradis new senses were developing at a incredible pace.. What was he going to do..

It took weeks for Fradi to get over the rage he held for Forna and except what he is or had become.. It took the Orc Luzan Bludguard of the Stormreaver to wander into the Caina Tavern looking for Fradi and bludale but not necessarily in that order.. Fradi up to this point had been stuck in warg form, the rage for Forna and the depression he was in was delaying the transformation back to his orc form.. Luzan asked where Fradi was and Azian Rosewind pointed to a large chain leading into the shadows, which he immediately picked up and began pulling Whi ju a slabe? the only response given was a tug back that pulled Luzan forward quite a bit..

Luzan sat there scratching his head when Fradi padded out of the shadows and sat in front of him, almost staring at him directly at the same level.. Luzan was in totally shock and started studdering ddis am alhful.. wut hhabben tu ju.., Fradi sensing Lus fear, took a submissive position and lied down and tried to calm the orc down, but it didnt work he just kept backing up till he turned and bolted for the door. Alucard casted a stone wall over the opening but that didnt stop Lu, he ran right through it and crashed into the snow..

Fradi started yelling nu stub dunt gu.. and Lu stopped at the pleading cries he was all to familiar of.. ju blah meh owt her.. meh kan her ju.. Fradi responded with dunt mak meh chase ju.. meh nub guna hurt ju ib meh wer ju neber mak ib owtside,. Lu slowly look back inside and said um oki meh tink ju wite.. Lu hesitantly slumbered back into the room cautiously.

The conservation turn to the story of the bite and how things came to be as they are.. Then Lu after few bottles became upset looking at Fradi paws and started complaining that how was he ever going to fix his things.. Fradi just explain to him that he was stuck this way until he could figure out how to go back and the one who cause this was teaching him.. but that he had to figure it out on his own..

Luzan then got an uneasy feeling with all the creatures coming in the Tavern and said that he had to go and ran outside and disappeared into the snow.. Not even a gunt or gar.. Fradi felt Lus fear again right before he left.. and just lied down and sighed..

Later on that evening Fradi the hunger in his belly took over, so he headed out to hunt.. He hunted for hours without being able to catch anything, the thoughts of the meeting of one of his protectors in the clan fearing him was defiantly hampering his hunting skills.. Fradi, tired and hungry found refuse in a cave and went to sleep..

Sometime during the night the dreams of the meeting with Luzan manage to over come the pure hatred he had for Forna, and the calmness he felt was soon replaced by cold, very cold and woke him up.. he staggard out into a snow storm looking for a warmer place..

The closest building he found was the Den of Shadows.. as he reached for the door he realized that it was a hand he saw not a paw. He hurried inside and found some discarded clothes, robe, and a thigh boot and a shoe. Fradi used what he found to get warm and fell asleep once again.. Not waking till morning and stumbled into the tavern..

Fradi passed the mirror and saw his reflection and thought he looked funny, and that this was all a dream, none of it was true.. and he went looking for his stuff, which he evenly found in a dark corner.. The silent scream in his head would have exploded any mind readers head if they were probing him at the time. Fradi started looking at the heap of leather and started pulling out torn and shredded pieces of his armor, shaking the whole time..

Ib wusnt am dweam, it wuz alh twue.. he manage to salvage his tunic that had a large gash across the chest and the seems stretched making it almost to big for him to wear.. Out of the corner of his eye he spotted his boots.. Just shaking his head he reached for them and to his surprise they were untouched.. dank da bludgud.. des am meh faborite buuts, meh ab dem fur since meh kan member.. he muttered..

Forna came in some time later, and after seeing Fradi she just smiled.. and took him aside as he broke down.. She explained all that she knew about the change, as vague as it was.. every one is different..

but that simply there are three forms.. the human er humanoid form, the full form, then a hybrid of the two.. Fradi knows of only the first two, the third he doesnt understand, Forna tried to explain but the only fact she could make clear was that it takes a lot of control to keep the form and Fradi would take awhile to even attempt it or it would come own its own..

Fradi told Frona his concerns as best as he could about not going back to the fort and what they would or could do to him.. and that he had no ideal on what he should do or go.. Forna jus held her hand out and said stay with us..

Youll be accepted as what you are.. Fradi just stared into her eyes and was lost in the senses of calm, warmth, passion, just about anything you can imagine except for fear.. So overwhelmed, every thing just seem to fly by while he stood still.. and hence started his new path in the Order as a Slave to Ebon Skull..