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[Merci d'Rue]

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First Night:

I laid down and slept fitfully, the dreams came on very strong. I felt strong hate like I had never felt before. I wanted to end it. I knew how to end it. I just needed to do it..

I woke up and I was gripping my dagger... How curious. I couldnt be certain I had laid down in just this spot. Had I been sleepwalking?

Second Night:

I refused to sleep, I stayed up all night staring into the fire.... I turned the flames blue and cold, it was refreshing, a little bit of my icy home. Not the one in the Malas mountains, but the mountains where they are. Those cold beings that make me feel free. Part of me wants to go there now and join them but that would be the cowards way out.

Third Night:

I was commanded to sleep, and though i kept my eyes open as long as possible I finally did. I have put my weapons inside my pack, a bit aways from me, so they are not so... tempting.

Woke up refreshed and relieved all is well. Just wish I knew where this spot of blood on the ground came from.....

Fourth Night:

I keep hearing it over and over... It just tells me to kill him. Kill him it says... but I dont want to. IF I go to sleep ..... I can't go to sleep....

Night Six:

I have been up all this time, refusing to sleep, and my mind is a bit unhinged. I think I yelled at some people I care about...I need to get some rest. I wont sleep near the others...

Night Seven:

I can end this, I can save them all. I saw it in a vision I just have to do something... I dont want to.. it cant be this. Anything but this...
All this time, I was right, but by my own hand?
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May destiny guide you...