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NightShade · Lore Master Joined: 11 Nov 2005 Posts: 1152

They were dark with hidden thoughts, the cool coldness of them clear as he surveyed the lands surrounding him. He was the Wolf King. I loved him and In his eyes, I could do no wrong. I was his small bit of solace, in the life of a king.

When his mind was filled with weighted decisions, he sought me out. Yet not to speak of them, but to forget them for a few precious moments. For I could not make his decisions, though I could lighten thier weight I learned. He was a great man, he walked quietly but his footprints left a deep mark upon the soil of Sosaria.

He was devoted to his people, he was the strength, the rock that held his Kingdom together. Only I saw his other side, heard his laughter, knew his smile. Only I felt the myriad of emotions deep and burning that he evoked in me. We were madly in love.

Yet... I was suppose to be playing him false... I was suppose to be betraying him...I wasnt doing as I should, I could not. I could not look in his eyes and ignore what his eyes said to me. Its an age old tale is it not? Woman sent to destroy man, falls in love and abandons her mission... It didnt matter though, we were not destined to end our lives together.

I did all I could, you must beleive me, I confessed, protected him, sought to save him from the dark one.. but I could not. I was beaten and almost destroyed but, I survived and he did not. What aching punishment is this? What sadness fills me every moment. To live when the one you love is dead is a fate greater than death. So I am cursed and so are you.

So I sought the only thing I could think of, a fate just slightly above death. Torpor.. yes I am alive. Here I speak to you in your dreams Nightshade, of my beloved, of my long dead Felnor, a wolf king before your Myrddin, but I am alive. I sleep, I hunger. His Love, Lissette, Lives.. forever dead...

My Marked Kin...

You must find me, Lisette is not dead.. I am waiting for you...our paths are not so different now...
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